Then, in 2017 I had yet another false awakening - or rather dipped further down the rabbit hole, during which I gave my power away almost continuously. I had x amount of readings by prominent New Age gurus and now leaders in this movement. Some of which are slaves to the Galactic Federation of Evilness and other handlers that keep their body, mind and soul entrapped. Some of these readings came partially true, others misled me to such a degree that I found myself confused, impoverished and mentally just-not-the-same at the end of a lifechanging trip on the other side of the world. It took a lot of willpower and discernment to see that the life I had led for almost 5 years was mostly a lie. Before this, I was experiencing one false high after another. 

Especially when channeling what I then thought were spirit guides or what I now call spirit misguides, ETs, astral entities and dubious other beings in the astral, which tend to latch onto us once we open ourselves up to astral projection, channeling and other New Age methods. 

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During the same year of 2017, I also founded Pleiadian Healer - a spiritual and holistic business (now: Shamanic Self), which was meant to focus on Crystal Healing only. However, shortly after I was initiated in Reiki Level I and II - and was severely attacked by my then-partner, my former friends and other people standing close to me. Little did I know that the Reiki symbols can call in Reptilian energy, which is meant to destroy your life and ruin your energy field for a long time.